Follow your own advice

I got into bed last night on time, actually an hour early. That's the good news. The bad news was that I tossed and turned for hours and generally slept bad. Woke up at 5:30 for hot yoga and could just feel, really feel, that it was going to take work to make the day turn out. I had so much to look forward to and be excited about; hot yoga, hair appointment, lunch with a friend, wedding dress shopping with my sister, a potential job interview, and my first community ed class to teach. Just the kind of day that I love! Hot yoga was a struggle but I persevered. Said my affirmation over and over and over, "Thank you, I Love you" Managed to get through. Was really focused on being positive and trying hard but despite my best efforts I sank into negativity time and time again throughout the day. Try as I might I couldn't seem to focus on the positive long enough for it to change my overall mood. Hey, some days are just like that. I did a great job of accepting how I was feeling and not giving up. I mentioned a few times throughout the day that I was excited to get a job so that I didn't have time to focus on my every emotion and mood. This statement got affirmed tonight while I was teaching my Forgiveness class at Hillside Junior High. I was supposed to have 6 people and ended up with 13! That much energy and diversity in the room was so great and filled me full of enthusiasm. Plus I was teaching how to focus on positive thoughts so I had to work my own steps. I swear the job is going to be the key. The missing link that I have been looking for.  I have a job interview on Monday and a few other positive opportunities that I looking forward to see come to fruition. In the meantime, I am going to try and keep busy and around a wide variety of people. SO excited to see what tomorrow looks like. Managed to stay sugar free today and make time for my meditation but am getting to sleep an hour late. We shall see!